关系：Harry/Niall 斜线有意义
标签：fluff, angst
预警：rimming
任何的美好都属于他们，OOC属于我。
正文
His heart shattered when he saw Niall snuggled up in the sheets.
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It was a normal evening, really, except that Niall had been mad at him for a week and he was in LA which is no where near his little blond boy.
After all work was settled, he got on that flight. He could finally go home and comfort his baby. He was nervous and upset. He had been angry but he couldn’t keep the anger up. He missed him so much.
He arrived at London in the middle of the night and all he could think about is nothing more than he needs to get home, and he needs Niall in his arms.
Before he knew it, he was standing at the doorstep in front of their house. Unlocking the front door, he finally stepped in the house-they house-even thinking of the house they own together gave him chills.
Seeing that Niall’s no where to be found in the
living room, he went upstairs to their
bedroom.
Harry quietly opened the door, and he found
him. All small and fragile, snuggled up in their
white sheets, curled into a tiny ball.
He suddenly felt guilty. He knew how insecure Niall would get whenever they argued. He knew Niall always felt like he wasn’t good enough for Harry. But he so is. And he is never not gonna be.
Harry kneels by the nightstand, looking at
Niall’s furrowed brows. And those tear stains
on his face.
Niall suddenly speaks in his dream. “No-please...please don’t leave-“ And Harry’s heart just
shattered.
He feels so bad now.
He got rid of his clothes quietly then slips into
the sheets behind Niall. Finally he’s got Niall in his arms now. And the world feels whole like this.
He buried his nose in Niall’s blonde locks at the back of his head, smelling all the familiar vanilla-like scents that belongs to his lover, his baby.
He didn’t mean to but it seems like he has woken Niall up.
”...Ari? Ye back-how-“ Nial didn’t get to finish his sentence ‘cause Harry suddenly cuts him.
“I’m so sorry. I’m so fucking sorry that I left you like this when we were in a fight. I love you so
fucking much. And I’m sorry-I-I’m really sorry
but I love you. I miss you. I love you. “ Harry
rambles.
Niall stays quiet for a bit, making Harry more
nervous than ever. Until Niall speaks again, or
more like a soft whisper, “Okay.”
And the tiny blond turns around, burying his face into Harry’s chest.
Harry feels wet on his chest. But he stays quiet.They will talk about it in the morning. They will sort it out.
Now they just want to cuddle and sleep.
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Niall wakes up to wetness on his bum.
He’s still in that space between asleep and awake. But he can feel something wiggling in, trying to open him up. So he shakes his hips a little, trying to
get rid of that annoying and weird feeling.
Then he feels a grip on his waist, got him
pinned still. And something wet with slick slips
into him.
He finally realises, it’s Harry down there.
He suddenly remembers Harry’s coming back
late last night and his apologies.
He can’t just come back and pretend like there’s nothing happened, Niall thought. So he pulls himself up a little, stretching his legs and trying to kick Harry away from him.
“What are ya doin’ ‘Ari? Stop it-get out of me sheets!” His voice still feels like being muffled in a cloud, though the frustration sticks out like a needle in it.
But he wasn’t replied, nor was his command.
However it only seems to add to the brunette’s urge to be in control. A minute later, Niall found that he’s got his ankles locked in Harry’s big hand.
He feels the wetness leave him. He can’t help but mews a little for the warm loss.
Then Harry starts talking.
”I needed this. I want to make you feel good. I know what you always thought about yourself.”
Niall stays still for a second.
Then he replies with a soft sigh, “I’m not good enough Harry. You are a proper rock star. You are so popular...with the ladies and anybody. I-I’m always just the pale Irish lad from a gay-ish boyband...”
But Harry interrupts,” Shut up Ni. Shut up. Let me eat you out and show you how good you are to me, how you are the best for me. ” Harry wouldn’t let Niall finish. He can’t stand when Niall talks about himself like that-in such low self-esteem.
And then Harry’s tongue came back to the pink puckered hole.
He licks a long stripe from the bottom of his balls to the end of the crack of his bum, earning a shaky whimper from the smaller boy spread up in the sheets-in their sheets.
Harry could just feel the tightness and fire building in his low abdomen. But he decides to ignore it. He would like Niall to get what he deserves-which is pure pleasure-first.
So he dips in. His tongue running in circles
just inside that tight ring of muscle, openning
the blond up.
“Ye-ye can’t just do this to me everytime we
had a fi-fight! We have to-we have to actually
talk about it!” Niall lets out a choked cry.
But Harry still isn’t gonna reply. His tongue’s occupied after all.
He just kept pushing in, until his tongue feels sore. Then he starts wiggling around, streching the puckered walls.
Until he touch that bundle of nerves with his tongue.
Niall’s full-on crying now. He doesn’t know if it’s for his broken heart or the overstimulation.
Harry panicked at the sudden crying. So he
stops and crawl back until he sees Niall’s face, settling himself above Niall.
“Hey-hey, don’t cry Ni. You are amazing. You are everything I’ve ever wanted. You are the only one that ever mattered and you will always be. You know how my heart beats like crazy whenever I’m around you? And I fucking got no sleep in this whole month I was in LA. I thought about you and your stupid insecurity all the time and I realised that’s why I should always keep you close, you know? I want to carry your tiny body in my pocket wherever I go. I want you near me, with me. I don’t care who we are. You just remember I love you too much to ever let you go. “
Niall listens quietly, not letting out a word but the crying dies down, and he could feel his armpits getting wet from the intense tone Harry’s speaking to him.
”Now let me eat you out and make you feel beautiful. “
Harry doesn’t seem to give Niall a chance to respond before he goes back down there. So Niall just spreads his legs apart a little more.
If Harry wants this before their actual talk, he might as well just go with it.
Fin.